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Paths (and why it’s time to forge your own)

December 6, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

paths_640When I was growing up, I always had this idea ingrained in my head about how my future would play out. It goes something like this:

After graduating from high school, I would go to college.

While I was in college, I would find a guy and fall in love.

After graduating from college, I would get married and start a career.

And after a while, I would have kids and start a family, leaving that career behind. I would maybe have the opportunity to pick the career back up once the kids were grown, but a large portion of my life would be spent as a mother, a wife, a homemaker.

This is the traditional way that American society sets us on our way – the expectation of the American Dream and all that it entails. For women, the expectations are clear: at some point in your life, your biological clock starts ticking, and you give up everything else to have a baby (or many babies).

But what happens if you start traveling down that road, and realize that the traditional path isn’t your path?

I’d love to say that society embraces your choice, and supports your decisions… but I would be a big, fat liar. It’s more like weird looks and puzzled whispering when you walk out of a room; people wonder what’s wrong with you!

Now, I know that our society has made many gains in the past 100 years – the fact that I can vote, and that I own my own business – yeah, that was made possible due to some amazing women standing up against the status quo and demanding more. Equal rights, the suffragette movement – those brave women paved the way so that I can make the choice to live life on my terms, and to those women I am eternally grateful.

(And, don’t get me wrong. I don’t think that there is anything wrong with the traditional path. I have great respect for those people who dedicate their lives to raising the next generation, and who are made incredibly happy by doing so.)

But – that path? It’s not for me. So here I stand today – divorced, owning my own business, and with no intention of having kids.

I have pretty much smacked society and its traditional expectations square across the face.

And you know what? I’m okay with that.

I’m here to tell you that if you want to step outside the traditional way of doing things, do it. Be brave – take that step – live the life that you want to live. You are the only person who can make you happy, who knows what you want out of the life you have been given. Make the most of it. Live YOUR life, follow your authentic path.

My take is that as long as we’re happy, and making a positive difference in this world, then we must be doing something right.

The world would be awfully boring if we all followed the same path.

My invitation to you is this: come color outside the lines with me, decide on your own path – and who knows? By going against the grain, maybe we will look back someday and see a change in the definition of traditional!

A girl can hope, right?

PS. I would love to continue this conversation with anyone who is interested. Feel free to leave me a comment, or get in touch with me via twitter, email, whatever!

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: life lessons, status quo

Momentum (and why the first step is the hardest)

November 29, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

momentum_640I’m just going to get this out of the way – say it out loud for the world to hear: I am a procrastinator.

The first step is admitting that you have a problem, right?

One good example: the five blog posts I was supposed to write prior to November, so that I could get through NaNoWriMo without having to worry about writing blog posts on top of my 1667 words per day – yeah, that didn’t so much happen.

Or, the fact that it’s Tuesday and I’m just sitting down to write this post.

I could go on, regaling you with tales of the times that I slipped in just under the wire, but I’ll spare you the gory details. Instead, I want to focus on how I intend to change this, and share another lesson from my mentor.

One of the things that he taught me is that momentum is the key to success.

We can hide behind large to-do lists and complain about all the things that are keeping us from doing what we really want to do…

or, we can stop bitching and take the first step.

Leo Babauta of Zen Habits is one of my favorite bloggers. I met him in Portland this year at the World Domination Summit, and in one of his sessions he talked about habits – how by doing one thing for even just a few minutes a day, repeated every day, you can easily build or break them.

So often we sit down and look at the project that we just agreed to, or the fun thing that we want to accomplish, and we get overwhelmed. As we look at the big picture or at the desired end result, we can’t figure out how in the world we’re going to get there.

Here’s where it all goes downhill: if you’re like me, you put the project down and tell yourself that you’ll pick it back up later when you’re feeling more motivated. And then it’s tomorrow and life gets in the way. And then it’s next week. And then you have a deadline bearing down on you; you leap into action and run yourself ragged as you sprint for the finish. Or, worse yet, you give up on the project altogether.

Ah, procrastination.

Here’s how I propose we fix this:

Stop. Take a deep breath. Look at the project ahead of you. Pick one step that you can take right now (it doesn’t even have to be the first step – start somewhere in the middle if that’s what motivates you to get started), and do it. Right now.

Tomorrow, take another step. Repeat.

Before long, with each small step that you take in the right direction, you will be gaining momentum. If you stumble in the middle, get back up and keep going. Hold on to that momentum, and let it push you toward completing that project.

And maybe, just maybe, when that deadline starts to loom large and previous versions of you would be pulling out your hair and losing sleep… the new and improved you will be able to sail on through to the finish line without breaking a sweat.

Who’s with me? I have a whole laundry list of things that I want to accomplish before the end of the year. Let’s take that first step, kick our procrastination habit, and gain some momentum!

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: life lessons, wds, world domination summit

Inspiration (and when to listen to that fortune cookie)

November 15, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

inspiration_640Remember how your mom always told you not to play with your food? Well, I’m here to tell you otherwise. Or… at least to tell you that sometimes it has something worth saying. Err… too much of a stretch? Probably, but stick with me!

One of my favorite parts of eating Chinese food (other than the many delicious vegan options on the menu) is the fortune cookie at the end. Not so much the cookie itself (because, eew) but for that tiny strip of paper inside.

There is also a series of inspirational quotes hidden inside each individual wrapper of a certain brand of dark chocolate. The quotes give you something to ponder as you indulge in that little piece of chocolaty heaven.

People find inspiration in many places, in all different shapes and sizes, colors and words and the like. As someone who loves food, I also love that I can find inspiration at the end of a meal.

So tonight, on this cold, grey, rainy autumn night (at least on the east coast), I want to share with you a few bits of inspiration that I have gleaned from my desert:

“Don’t settle for a spark… light a fire instead.”

“Live your dreams.”

“You don’t get in life what you want; you get in life what you are.”

“A great pleasure in life is doing what others say you can’t.”

I have each of these tiny bits of wisdom taped to my monitor, as a reminder of who I am and the choices I have made along the way.

How about you? How and where do you find inspiration?

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: inspiration, life lessons, wisdom

Giving Thanks (and why it matters most when things look the worst)

November 8, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

thanks_640I have the feeling that if you’re carefully examining the title of this post, you may get the impression that I jumped the gun on posting it – that I meant to save it for later in the month, around the Thanksgiving holiday. Well, maybe you’re right, but wait until you have finished reading to make your final decision.

Going through a divorce has been one of the most painful and complicated and awful and terrible things I have ever experienced. Add in the stress of running a business, keeping up with a part time job and a nonprofit chair position, and it gets pretty hairy. Just for fun, throw in a totally mad 30 day challenge (see my NaNoWriMo post), and even a normally sane person would tend to get a little twitchy.

That said: today, when everything started to go wrong and all I wanted to do was crawl under my desk and sob uncontrollably… I had a realization. Despite my deep seated fear that my life was coming apart at the seams, never to be repaired, I felt this flutter of happiness.

What was it that made me smile, despite the rage and tears?

While I was walking to the post office, I passed this small, fuzzy dog who was trying to wrap its owner around a street sign. On this beautiful, sunny, 70 degree day in November, that little ball of fuzz made me remember the big black ball of fuzz who was waiting at home for me.

I am thankful for the unconditional love I receive from my fuzzy best friend.

That small reminder caused me to think about all the other things I have to be thankful for:

  • I am thankful for the love and support that I receive from my family and friends.
  • I am thankful that I live in a beautiful city where I can go car free.
  • I am thankful that I live in an age where, as a woman, I can vote (which I did today), have equality, and own my own business.
  • I am thankful that I have the opportunity to live life on my terms and the passion to carry out that opportunity.
  • I am thankful to truly be alive, and to be fully present in the moment (even when it sucks).

So, even on the days when you feel like punching a hole through the wall, or assuming the fetal position under your desk, never to reemerge into the sunlight, do me a favor.

Stop. Take a deep breath. And find at least ONE positive thing in your life.

Concentrate on that one thing, and allow yourself to be thankful. Even if that’s all you can do for today, it’s a good place to start. Be thankful for what you do have, and see if that doesn’t give you the energy to to get through until tomorrow. Wash. Rinse. Repeat.

So yes, perhaps this post should have waited a few more weeks, but it felt necessary today. I’m a firm believer that you shouldn’t wait for a holiday to be thankful for the good things in life; maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think that Hallmark should decide when you thank your mom for being awesome, or tell us that there’s just one day a year to be thankful.

What about you? What are the things you are thankful for, even on the less-than-stellar days? I would love to hear your thoughts in the comments or on twitter.

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: balance, life lessons, nanowrimo, small business

Life, Loss (and why it matters)

October 18, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

emma_640It seems like every time I turn around, I hear about another famous person who has finished up their time on this planet and moved on, or about the passing of someone who was close to someone I knew. Sometimes it’s even someone I knew, someone close. There has been a lot of that recently for me, on each of those levels.

I spent a few days at my parents’ farm in the mountains this weekend, having a belated birthday celebration, relaxing and taking in some fresh air and silence. On Friday night, their dog Emma had a stroke, and by Sunday my dad made the decision to put her down.

So. Why this topic? Why now?

We all have a certain number of days allotted to us in this life. We have no idea how much time that is, and what we do with those days is up to us. We can spend them mindlessly waiting for something better to come along, or we can make a choice to actively live. We can love life for what it is, much like Emma; her tail was always wagging, her heart was always happy – she had an amazing 12 years on this planet, and she wagged until her last day.

My challenge for each of us (and for myself) is this:

Love your life. Wag more. Cherish the good, the friends and loved ones, the happiness that you find in small moments. And, if you can’t seem to find a way to love your life, then change it. By making even one small change, finding one small thing to bring you joy, you can change the way you look at life.

We only get one shot at this. Make it count.

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: life lessons

Ripples (or: throwing rocks in life’s pond)

September 26, 2011 by Jessica Leave a Comment

ripples_640There is a software developer in town who has become somewhat of a mentor to me over the past year and a half. He encouraged me to step outside my then-current worldview, and was one of the first to encourage me to start my own business. I had been hiding behind finishing school as a start date for doing anything, but he pushed me to believe that I didn’t have to wait for some magical event; he even brought me onto a team project as a designer – my first real client work. As work ebbed and flowed, we went our own ways, and it had been a while since the last time we had spoken. This past spring we ran into a small error on the site we had worked on together, and it gave us a chance to catch up. I was getting him up to speed on everything that had been going on in my life, and he said the following:

When you make big changes in your life, it’s like throwing rocks into a pond. You never know how big the ripples will be, or how far they will spread.

It turns out that I have thrown quite a few rocks into what had once been a fairly still pond. The first big rock was starting my own business, stepping out of the traditional career track and starting on the path to creating a lifestyle that more closely reflected what I want to do with my life. Those ripples unsettled what could be considered a fairly “normal” existence: husband, house, two dogs, one car, steady careers, life planned out.

Fast forward a year, and it’s now one dog and me. I’m still riding my ripples, and still throwing rocks in the pond.

In the past year, I have learned more about myself than I would have thought possible. I have come to the realization that content just doesn’t cut it for me; I don’t want to be able to see every day of the rest of my life laid out in front of me, orderly and safe. Don’t get me wrong – sometimes I look back to that life and think how easy it was, how secure and dependable. I allow myself those moments, and then I come back to the present, the now. All it takes is the thought of all the possibilities this life holds, and I’m back in the game. I have thrown the weight of my being behind my passion for environmental change, and come to realize that I want to continue in that vein for the foreseeable future. What comes after that? Who knows.

As I continue on this path I’m carving, I will be finding myself and my balance, trying to make a difference in this world while still enjoying my days in it. And, I’ll most likely keep throwing rocks in the pond.

Who needs still water, anyway?

Have you thrown any metaphorical rocks into the pond of your life? To what effect? I would love to hear your experiences in the comments!

Filed Under: Writing Tagged With: balance, freelancing, life lessons, small business

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